Hello, today I start to write blog

Today I start setting a blog page again, though I have tried it a few times in the past and never completed it. Compare to them, this time:

Now I try to be as much lazy as possible, but my habit still remains sometimes

My brain tend to run away when complexity increases. Everytimes I step out of my comfort zone, it takes me a lot of time to read and understanding the problem and try my best of giving the best solution. It takes me weeks to do something that I need to do and few weeks later I think it wasn’t good enough. Then I try to redo it, which then make me stuck in a complete loop of fixing simple problem.

An example for this is when I choose how to do hosting this static blog. I tried to look at many different options and then decided to do it from scratch, and then give up months later as I don’t want to spend money to run the code. Somewhere between that I would try to write HTTP parsers, follow RFC to try implementing SSL and so on. None of that reaches completion. The more time I re-do something, I find that the more lazy I get, this time I finally say to myself that I’m not that smart and go directly to the food on the table. Although, I take half a day to choose the technology haha.

The help of AI, this help me speed things up tremendously

I think this year AI helps me alot when learn anything news. As you can see I can style this blog very quickly in a span of 1 hour. If it was me try to do the same thing, I would take like 1 day. Doing this this fast keeps me exite enough and it motivates me to do more, and I have more time to do something else.

Only in my comfort zone I tend to do things myself without AI involvement. I know where to look at document, I know where to search for issue and solution, I know who to ask. In this space I barely touch AI except trivial things like choose a good name for a function or classes.

Self reflect

And the start of the year I looks back at what I’ve done last year and see what I can do this year. The time for me is running out. I’m 26 already I got no success in life or anything. This time this anger me enough to move my ass around, instead of blaming on things

The more I catch up with my friends and my colleagues, they have plans and look like they’re trying so much. I lost my goal some time ago but maybe this year. Yeah I’ll try to live my best life (Hope I won’t throw this under the table again)

What’s I have been doing last month